I am so thankful for everything in my life that is wonderful!!  It has been such a great last 10 months or so.                I gained my freedom again!!  I also learned a lot about myself, God, and life.
             I have some really wonderful friends, and I am so thankful for them!  I have realized that it is not the quantity of friends, but the quality that is important.
              I have a friend that is way more than a friend, he is my brother!
  And lastly, but certainly not not least, I reconnected with the most amazing person ever!  I am so thankful for you Hannah!  I can't imagine my life without you in it.  You are the kindest, sweetest, most caring person ever, and I was such a fool to treat you the way that I did.  Thank you for being such a forgiving person, I will never make that mistake again!  I love you, my friend!

I want to write a post, but no words are coming so I'm not going to force it.

Thank God for music, i think it is one of the most beautiful gifts we have been given.  I've sitting around playing a banjo, which i never had a desire to play until recently(until i discovered the Avett Brothers) and it is just amazing how beautiful and powerful music can be.  It can change your day, some songs even change lives, i know there have been a few that have effected me.  Anyway I think i like xanga better than ever now because no one is on anymore and i feel as if i am just talking to myself and someone may overhear me.  Before it was just a contest to me, a popularity contest just to see how many eprops and comments i could get and how many or few others got.  I know i was shallow but i guess i had a need to feel popular, but i know now that it is better to have a few REAL friends than to have a ton of "friends" because i've been there.  So i am making my goal to be honest on xanga as best i know how, and to say what is on my heart even if it comes to the place where i'm only talking to myself.

God Bless

Jeremy